I've wanted this forever
fifty-six days ago
I never saw it coming
and I never saw you go
So I'll watch my shadow
and see my summer turn to fall
I can't stop it now, it hasn't even started
only you can help me now
it's everything I've ever wanted
So now we sit in silence as thoughts
thoughts are running through my brain
this time could be so different
but my efforts, my efforts are the same
so I'll watch my shadow
grow twenty times on this wall
Have I ruined everything?
Sometimes I feel like I did
Have I ruined everything?